A light at the end of the tunnel?
i can’t see the light… after so much has happened in the past 2 weeks… i find myself stuck again…
Is this really just another obstacle so i will get better and stronger when i get out of it? Yeah if i make it through somehow. People always say that things will get better in the end… but apparently they forgot how it’s like in the middle of everything…
When vacation and shopping and eating and sleeping and praying no longer helps.. what do you do? When regret no longer is an available option that would help you in anything, what do you do? Why is it always such a vicious cycle i am in? How do i actually get out of it, especially when i dont really want to get out of it? It’s official, im such a masochist i love being in this situation – or is it just human nature? But gah… do we actually have a reset button? Where we can reformat ourselves and everything starts anew? How do one actually restart everything? How to figure out what next? How to find that light at the end of the tunnel? Enlighten me….
